summer's over.

i haven't been doing so great lately.

maybe it's because i'm back at school.

maybe it's because i see him everyday.

maybe it's because i don't love him anymore.

maybe it's because i don't want to break his heart.

maybe it's because i know i have to.

maybe it's because i've had to hide self-mutilation. [it gets daunting]

maybe it's because i find it hard to focus on good things.

maybe it's because i haven't been listening to max's sagely advice enough.

anyway, it's my fault.


sorry it's been so long...i haven't been taking a lot of pictures lately...i guess i'm in a little slump. but i'm trying to write my way out of it.
i have little snippets of unfinished poetry everywhere.
the one i just submitted was alright. hope you like it too.

So I took over 700 pictures while in Puerto Rico with Heather...Lotsa good stuff I'll upload...check em out will yah? <3


I'm trying to get back into a writing mode. Just submitted a poem-type thing to try to help inspire myself.

I haven't written in a long time, probably because I can only write good when I'm really upset. Which is a good thing, I guess, cause I haven't been too messed up lately...but I just wish I could write stuff. xP


Tomorrow my mom and I are flying to New Jersey for a week. My uncle got married, so mom wanted to go see her family. Frankly, I don't care about wedding crap, I just wanna see my cousins Tony and Raven...


Today, finish packing, upload some pictures from Puerto Rico, go to sleep at a decent hour [yeah right], and look at Stephanie's Sheezyart account.

KIRIBAN IN ONE PAGEVIEW!
xD
I almost forgot about it!

10,000!

someone catch it

I should really be asleep.
I'm going to be so tired at school tomorrow.
First thing in the morning, I have a math test to finish, of which I do not fully understand (...thaaat's not good).

This weekend, my half-sister and her fiance came to visit. We gave them their Christmas and birthday presents (Yeah, it's been a long time.). My brother showed them how to play the Wii, and that's basically all they did for two days. Then we went to our uncle's house to celebrate his birthday.
All in all, it was an eventful but uneventful weekend, if you know what I mean.

I found out how to add color to a black and white photograph. It's a lot more work than I thought it would be. I have a really good idea in my head now, it just needs to be set up.
So, hopefully I'll have some new styles of photographs coming in soon.

First, watch this to understand the rest of this journal:
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Now, read. This is a journal entry by C-B0t in response to the video.
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"Kraft Singles? Really??? This is news?
What, they have teens advertising in their dialogue now? As if sitting in front of the computer letting MySpace imprint ads into their minds for 6 hours a day wasn't bad enough. (yes I have one, I know this)

I'm quite positive that Kraft paid some mook to spread the word.

"Yo, gimme some Kraft Singles"
Why do you need to add "Kraft" to it? Why not just say "Singles"? Really, does anyone actually say this?

Agnorant... Teens today lack even the basic vocabulary to pass a simple high school exit exam. They shouldn't be using a word that was created from two other words that they probably don't even know how to spell.

Thanks CNN, now I'll know which one to back-hand the hardest the next time I'm offered the opportunity to surround myself with the adolescents.

I don't know which I'm more annoyed by: the words, or how happy and excited those men seem to be to talk about this on the news... cause the nation totally gives a flying fuck, am I right? (In before "But you made a journal article about it, blah blah blah) For a second there I thought I was watching FOX news.

Btw, I'm working on a fun little flash animation atm. It should be up by next week, after I get done with my midterms "
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